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I never asked any questions and I never once were given any answers to this very day.

No one has ever told me a word or words of fact and they still haven't yet to this day

I never once talked or heard or found or been found by anyone I once knew still to this day

I never knew what happened and still don't know even to this very day i don't know

I don't understand any of your words or remember living a certain set of them

I have intuition I use as part of my alien ancestor emotional intelligence inherent

It's been 5 years struggled. 3 years married to someone I don't even know how or why I married him , I didn't then either. Not love.

I don't make mistakes or have regrets

I own myself each day as I always have

I'm loyal to my name and serve it still.

I don't understand poems or remember any

I can write but I don't sit still

I do not take naps or sit down to eat dinner

I don't take breaks or calm myself to easy

I'm not afraid to fly , I'm afraid to be a passenger and rider in a car

Bc of crashing wrecks and bridge sand bar

I don't drive hardly ever PTSD yes a lot.

I fly just best and very fine.

Never been to hot springs and I live on gals island already.

There's too much too write here and I'm always in a rush, the animals and the asshole

Test patients mentions tension daily hourly on

Do you want more?I have more words to set you in a tail spin, quickening your lips hide and seek. Follow the oil anointing drops scents.

I know what makes your inner world turn you wild like a crazed obsessed fan. Maybe you like to watch maybe you like to hurt me

Maybe you like it when I cry out for your touch

I know your taste and your sickest twists

I give you your fancies and make you prove it

You like it just like I like it , too much

Too fast too slow too soothing so addicting

You can't stop wanting a ride that moment you

call that place your home. It belongs to you

Fit for a king and so tight cozy custom formed

Beg me and maybe I'll sneak a nap only if your up for making me come sleep walking me more your main stay.

Shangri la , huge wax leaves as umbrellas

Dusk or Dawn , no panties on, I've made you wait start then stop and hidden find me again

I don't know what you have gotten used too

But there's nothing and no one as hard and all natural soft tissue skin as satan as mine.

Little devil , do you like masks sugar Queen

Nightmares dreams dancing disco lean

I have thoughts keep me awake at night

Waiting looking at my window light

Summons my ghost for some sexual healing

And to want me to come alive for you again and again. I never want to stop unless it's

Really real going to happen soon.

There's nothing I would not stake ever.

I dare you to surprise me and I promise I won't scream or kick or tell you no . stay longer stay forever, stay never the same way my beautiful babe and your face I could stay lost in your stare. A full time job and an honor. When will you see me and let me see you back? I always want you every day till death till life infinity magic figure 8. I was a penguin the first ice skating recital .... The dog was it's named Kelly? Irish pub? Or the one near the Hollywood stars on the ground next to the theater ? Horseshoe enhance?

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Stage door, o' mallys looks like hoops I know, it was next to the Adams apple downtown Peoria , however the opera door entrance horse shoe styled, brought back many memories , you see what you own , why don't you come and take it James Joyce and leave old Frank o his beans.

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